I got a job and it's the job I've been waiting for. It's a job I can be proud of. And while I'm excited, I am not allowing myself to feel it 100% because I think I lost the love of my life. This is not fair to me so I need to let go and let GOD….Bible study (and my BFFs) brought me to this conclusion today:
Worry is, and will always be, a fatal disease of the Heart, for it's the beginning signals the end of faith. Worry intrudes on God's compassionate ability to provide. When we allow our problems to overshadow God's promises, we unknowingly, doom ourselves to defeat that was never part of God's eternal plansRelease the regrets of yesterday, refuse the fears of tomorrow and receive instead, the peace of today. WORRYING DOESN'T SOLVE ANYTHING, INSTEAD IT HURTS EVERYTHING. Simply let go and let GOD be GOD. Live this and be eternally blessed.
Love my BFFs for this one. This came right on time a sista needed the reassurance. I love him, always will. Put myself out on front street all crazy and am awaiting the outcome. If I come out on top, that's wassup. If not, I'll have to move on. I'm tired of being lonely, tired of doing it all myself and having no one but me. A girl can only take so much. I know the timetable is not mine to choose but…I'm a pessimist and ridiculously impatient, two virtues that probably have worked against me more then with me. If it was met to be, GOD will make it so. I'm not responsible for his soul until it directly effects me but due to my feelings for him, I'm still hurt to know he's sticking his face between other female's legs. That's natural. It's how I deal with it, that sets me apart and will make me a stronger/better woman. So I'm working on that as we speak but had to blog about it to get it off my chest.
Letting go…..and letting GOD in 5…..4…..3…..2…..1……
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