Early Sunday Morning...

I was up at 845am, my first thoughts of the day where on HIMM. Can't shake it. Making love on a Sunday morning is devine, one of the greatest fantasies by far. My hormones are racing and I cannont shake these thoughts. I have so much to do today and hopefully my being preoccupied will curb these thoughts. I know he's not thinking about me and all I want to do is throw caution to the wind, go all out guns blazin and profess my love. But that's already happened and we're in the same place. I called this morning because....I just couldn't take it anymore. Left a nice message and immediately turned my phone off. I'm ashamed. I'm such an intelligent woman, why am I such a fool for love?

My words for him today:

'I am glad at least in my life I found someone
That may not be here forever to see me through,
But I found strength in you,
only pray that I have shown you a brighter day,
Because thats all that I am living for, you see,
Dont worry what happens to me.

Cause in my mind, you will stay here always,
In love, you and i, you and i, you and i, you and i
In my mind we can conquer the world
In love, you and i, you and i, you and i.'

- Stevie Wonder 'You and I'

That's me....on a Sunday morning....10 am....quoting Stevie Wonder lyrics for this dude.....I got it bad.