Slowly Surely

Slowly surely, I walk away from that old desperate and dazed love caught up in the maze of love the crazy craze of love thought it was good thought it was real thought it was but it wasn't love I just don't know Where i should go So Slowly surely I walk away from self-serving undeserving constantly hurting me love deserting me love you said, I said, we said but Slowly surely I walk away from confusing love misusing love abusing love this can't be

- Jill Scott 'Slowly, Surely' Who Is Jill Scott? Words & Sounds Vol. 1

Jill is the realest bitch EVER and once again, she came along at the right time. I was reminising about this weekend and letting it take over me at work when the magical Zune came through once again with this. I pray for the hurt and pain to subside in my heart and for nothing to be affected but my personal growth in this. Anxious to see what the outcome will be but will make sure I'm occupied in the meantime. I'm not ashamed of what I've revealed, but I'm scared of the outcome and am constantly second guessing my decision to even put myself on front street like I did. But I'm grown, I did it, take responsibility for it....will sit back and anxiously see what happens....