My daughter is a fun person to be around. When I came home, I got a kiss, big hug and she did my hair for me. So sweet.
Even though I like my job, doesn't mean it isn't bullshit. Read in the handbook that we don't get paid if they close due to inclimate weather. WTF is this?
I need a vacation, adding that to the '2009 Goal List'.
I need to work on my self esteem. It has highs and lows and recently I've been on a low. I need to get to a nice happy medium.
I watched the Kim K./Ray J porn again today and....they were chewing gum the WHOLE TIME. WTF, he's eating her out chewing gum, he's fucking her and they both chewing gum STILL, she sucking his dick and still chewing the gum. It takes skills to keep chewing and keep up a good talk game in my opinion. And she still gets mad props for swallowing.....
Bad habits are hard to break and I need to go back to reading scripture EVERYDAY.
Vengeance is not mine and I cannot push it along at my own will. Their time will come.
I now know where the stereotypical Baby Mom came from. Her name is Sha-something and she lives in North Philly. Hopefully the JaMerican is man enough to withstand her fury. My mouth is still open from Sunday afternoon. Too much drama.
Kanye West is quoted as saying he's looking for a wife and then compares (likens it's cause) it to the fact that his mom died and he has no woman in his life. Wow. Be careful ladies b/c there's so baggage here foreal.
Yo Gabba Gabba is one of the best kids shows on the air right now! Don't sleep, it looks retarded but seed LOVES it and it has a positive message.
I'm an excellent mom.
I need a dude to let his tongue do the walking down my clitoris....a couple times.
I feel bad for BD (even though he's a bitchass dude). I can't believe his girl is this stupid and I think sis is plotting something. There's no way she's letting this dude talk to her the way he comes off at the mouth to me. The dick is NOT, I repeat NOT that good for her to abandon her son some 3k miles away to be with my baby dad. His tongue skills are hot but that's because I taught him but that gets old after awhile b/c....let's face it most women who sleep with men aren't lesbians. I was talking to BD ex and she said old girl is going to devastate him something terrible. Even though I smiled, I feel bad. Hope he lands on his feet.
On another note, that pussy told me to go to court and 'give up' the $500/month he pays for child support, then and only then can I say I raise her by myself. You gotta be fucking kidding me? This is where my right to bear arms comes in b/c this muthafucka needs to be pistol whipped in the worse way. Or just some Wu-Tang type torture maybe. Can't believe he had the audacity......getting hype now just thinking about it. Man, if I had a long sock and some rocks.....
Maseltov (sp), it's a celebration bitches!
I put gas in my car today for under $40. For a minute I was hype until reality set in and I remembered that my 401k isn't worth shit. But at least I can drive to work :(
The media (both foreign and domestic) are painting Barack as some sort of savior and I'm getting very uncomfortable with this. I'm sure he knows he has to show and prove but...jeeze wth are they expecting him to do. The man isn't even officially president yet and they stalking his every move like he's the Beatles. Disney offered the girls parts on Hannah Montana (Michele, back away from that mess very, very slowly) both the show and the movie, the dress that little Sasha had on election night (which was straight off the rack) has completely sold out EVERYWHERE! I'm waiting for the rockstar media attention to simmer down a bit but who knows when that will be. I just want everyone to be more realistic. I'm scared for this family, I don't know if they're built for this type of constant attention. Yeah they've been campaigning for two years almost but.....it's a whole different level now. Godspeed to the Obamas.
I gotta do something about my diet and eating habits. I'm not longer working in the city and I need to adjust my food intake. All my clothes are still too big but....idk I don't want there to be any problems, I need to maintain my curvy figure.
Christmas is coming and I'm broke. This may be a dollar store Christmas this year.
Tired of stressing, tired of the pain and sorrow. I need to find happiness in something new or in something around me that I'm not noticing to begin with. I gotta do something b/c this depression is bad. I'm a functioning depressant but it's starting to show outward. Gotta get through this.
I need to win the lottery.
Still in love, still trying to practice patience and still looking like an asshole in the process :) but I'm optimistic about my fairy tail ending, whether it's with him or not.
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