....for my daughter, her beauty and pureness overwhelm me, making me be another person.
....for the events of the day. although i think i've failed, I know everything happens for a reason, Your reason and not mine. i asked for forgiveness, received it, will cry and pray about it and will move on.
....for the people in my life, those who have entered and exited. i don't need reasons, yes some of them are missed but i know things will happen in due time.
....for helping me build my integrity to make me a better all around person.
....for steak.
....for everything that I have and the daily reminder that no matter what it looks like everything is going to be ok b/c I pray and believe.
....for my past b/c it made me the wonderful Phoenix that I am today.
....for date night and everything that comes along with it.
....for my family no matter the level of dysfunction.
....for shining Your light on me.
Monday, January 25, 2010
Finality
@uhxshweeet: I. am. tired. of. loving. you. or. even. giving. a. f**k. about. you.
saw this on Twitter today and had to comment. Had an epiphany this morning with LOML; he's an ass and will never love me the way I deserve to be loved so there is NO REASON hanging on to this friendship. If things were the other way around and HE was in a relationship, this friendship would never exist. IDK wassup; you claim your wanting to find your wife but yet spend your time with....random, bogus broads at all times. I understand you don't want to be alone but....maybe that's what you need? Why can't you see this, why must I speak this into your life what can't you see this for yourself? You have so many goals and aspirations but can't see that the only thing holding you back is you and your choices. Maybe you're testing yourself to see how you handle yourself under stress and/or temptation but either way isn't is a waste? Why not spend your time....working towards these aspirations and goals...but you know what....this indecisiveness just isn't attractive....to me any longer. I can't believe I lingered for so long....I can't believe i loved you. I can't believe I gave when you weren't deserving. I'm so disappointed in you. Therefore I have to end this....i can't/won't waste anymore energy on this. Yes I will always love you, would've loved you harder, stronger and better then any other woman you will meet. WOuld've made you feel like everyday was your birthday and every night was MY birthday. You....just don't know and you will never know. Again my disappointment in you is immense, but i wish you nothing but the best, blessings in abundance and more happiness then you could ever possibly imagine but I can't anymore....I just can't. Many blessings and more, may God continue you bless you with both hands.
saw this on Twitter today and had to comment. Had an epiphany this morning with LOML; he's an ass and will never love me the way I deserve to be loved so there is NO REASON hanging on to this friendship. If things were the other way around and HE was in a relationship, this friendship would never exist. IDK wassup; you claim your wanting to find your wife but yet spend your time with....random, bogus broads at all times. I understand you don't want to be alone but....maybe that's what you need? Why can't you see this, why must I speak this into your life what can't you see this for yourself? You have so many goals and aspirations but can't see that the only thing holding you back is you and your choices. Maybe you're testing yourself to see how you handle yourself under stress and/or temptation but either way isn't is a waste? Why not spend your time....working towards these aspirations and goals...but you know what....this indecisiveness just isn't attractive....to me any longer. I can't believe I lingered for so long....I can't believe i loved you. I can't believe I gave when you weren't deserving. I'm so disappointed in you. Therefore I have to end this....i can't/won't waste anymore energy on this. Yes I will always love you, would've loved you harder, stronger and better then any other woman you will meet. WOuld've made you feel like everyday was your birthday and every night was MY birthday. You....just don't know and you will never know. Again my disappointment in you is immense, but i wish you nothing but the best, blessings in abundance and more happiness then you could ever possibly imagine but I can't anymore....I just can't. Many blessings and more, may God continue you bless you with both hands.
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