Reflections

from pain comes the most rewarding outcomes

domestication always brings insight

if God is behind it nothing can stop it

the pain is getting easier, but there is always a little spark, a faint memory that sneaks up on me that brings it back to life

my feelings are just that....and need to be tamed i've gotta get control

the ease in which you walked away from me hurts more than anything

VH1 is the devil, I'm convinced

as I sit here under the glow of my 15" Vaio, I wonder if his thoughts drift towards me

i'm scared of lonely, i think that's why i love so hard

slowly getting myself back into the swing of things

looking forward to iPhone4 later this month =)

i can relate more to 'United States of Tara' these days

LOML is reading my blog(s).  I'm not going to hold my tongue just b/c I have this little piece of knowledge.  You have no idea how hard I prayed for you and I to be together.  And I'm glad it never came to pass b/c....we'd be a mess.  You're so fickle and I would've been so concentrated on making you happy.  The whole relationship....just would have been a ticking time bomb.  Giving praise for my prayers NOT being answered.  ^5 for that Jesus

LOL at homosexuals calling heterosexuals 'breeders'; always makes me smile for some reason

a person who stands for nothing, spends their whole life sitting

i want a hug

something in me is telling me that this will pass soon, outcome unsure but I know change is coming in some way, shape or form

i don't think Alex and I are over. a very small part of me feels this way because I know him in and out but it's still there.  can't shake it just trying to make sure it doesn't get louder.

these shortcomings in my life are testing my resolve i'm grateful that God gave me the right tools.  I'm truly blessed.

I love you, I want you, you're the one that I live for - and I just can't take it anymore

everything good has an unpleasant component

my mind tells me to give up, but my heart won't let me

how can a rainbow be formed without clouds or a storm

God I trust you, I know what you have in store for me is greater than my wildest imagination. For that......I thank you.